Merry Xmas

My heart is happy and in a same time sad.
Happy because is Christmas ! Very important for us and for all the family. Huge celebration !


We worked all day long, came back home late in the evening and directly called my parents. Santa Close already arrived; Dedy was super happy and showed us all the gifts, like ussually she got the most :) The house is wonderful decorated, lights and glitter everywhere, all of us are wearing the happy smile on our faces, but the heart inside of us is crying.
We are such a nice family, even a long distance is separating us, actually we feell so close. But till when???????? Nico with Franti are in Germany, my parents home; with Dedy, and My Lovely with me here. We should be ALL TOGETHER, specially now in the most important event from all the year. I couldn't hide my tears anymore, we supposed to be happy in this time. I only hope from the bottom of my heart, that next year we'll be all together home.

My Lovely is Great. Thanks God, I'm lucky to have him on my side! I love you My Lovely for ever!
Happy Xmass My Love!



Merry Xmass to everybody who celebrate it!

CRACIUN FERICIT FAMILIEI MELE DRAGI!

Christmas is so close :D

Since one year and one week I'm in U.A.E. I can't believe how fast the time is running. I'll spend the second Christmas here.
At least we made Dedy very happy and send her home from 1st of December. She was very firm, when we asked her where she wants to spend The Christmas and Silvester, definitely at home, where it's a really celebration and everybody can feel the spirit of Christmas, "floating" in the air.

The preparation started already since long time ago, all the houses are decorated and The Christmas Tree is waiting for its finery. Its turn will come next week, when all the family will be around , singing our lovely Christmas songs and decorating it for the big day :

The Birth Of Jesus !

BiBiBa's Birthday

Finally weekend again :)

It was a very busy and interesting week. A lot of things happend, good and not so good, but at the end, everything is fine and under control.

Tomorrow we'll go out somewhere, we don't know yet where, now we are making the deal with our princess. All I know, is that we'll enjoy our time, we really deserve it!

I can't believe how the time is running. It's almost middle of November ! Last year in this time my daughter and I were back at my parents home.

We celebrated my father birthday, a real party. This year was not possible anymore :(



Everyday we talk with my parents on msm, I even cook live after my mother recipes. It's fun!

Yesterday after our daily afternoon chat, I had to leave again to one of the outlets to distribute the new uniform I got for my staff ,and to make sure everything is set for today ( we had a very imp. demonstration). During the meeting, my father called me : " Hi, where are you?" "I'm not at home, but in approx. 2 hours I'll come back and we'll talk, something bad happened?"(my heart was already shaking, everything was fine 30 min. ago, we just finished our talk, so what could happened in such a short time ?!) "NO, no, don't worry, but I just got a present from Germany and I want to show you(laughing)" " Aha, OK, when I'll be back home I'll call you directly." I was sure my brother sent something really nice with one of his friends, who just came back home.



Ya, anyway, I gave all my best to finish as fast as possible, call the driver and come directly home. I called my father to come online and his first question was " Can you see me?" "Yes, sure" " Ok, look to all the presents I got from your mother" "Aha, super nice" suddnely I hear somebody from the kitchen, making fun of him. Of course I recognized the voice even he was hidding, and I screamed " OH, NICO, CAME HOME!!!!" My crazy little brother (who is not little anymore, but I love to call him so) was the present from Germany for my father's birthday:):):):):) We were so happy even we all wished in our minds and hearts to be all together. Despite of this, no one of us mentioned something about, it was like we didn't want to let the sadness to touch our happiness. Thanks to the technology, we were all Together even we are so far away from eachother.

Just imagine, all 3 of us here and oll of them at home, having fun, and talking about each and everything, accompanied by a glass of wine, a really nice way to spend a pleasant evening.

We are happy, all of us are happy :)

LA MULTI ANI BIBIBA !!!

Sa traiesti 100 de ani SANATOS, si noi pe langa tine :):):)

Alles gute zum Geburtstag!!!

Happy happy Birthday !!!

***** DENISA *****

On last Thursday, I was very angry, my heart was full of grif. But how I said, on Saturday, the first thing on my "to do list" was to clear up my program.

So I DID IT :) Informed already everybody from the company that I'm available from 8 am untill 3pm. THAT'S IT, FINISH!!! Dedy is very happy, we have all the afternoon together, having lunch, doing homework, cleaning, cooking , watching tv :) Shopping not yet, cause now she's very busy, the exams will start soon, so she has to study a lot. I love it so much, when I see that she is so ambitous, she wants to be the first one, she wants to know each and everything. Sometimes I tell to her to stop, to take a break, coz it's enough, but she start to argue with me, later, she agrees but only to shut my mouth. In the next 5 min. I see her sneaking in the bathroom (with her books):)

In January this year, she started the school here. Normally she should go in the 5grade, she also passed the exam for this, but because, she didn't finish the 4grade at the last school, she was not allowed. She was in German KG, and then in German school, but when my Lovely and me decided to come to live here, we signed her out of the school, and got an English privat teacher at home, to prepare her for the next school. It was hard time for her, she had already almost 7 years of school only in German language, and suddnely she had to change to English.At begining, she was confused, she didn't like to learn English, she was afraid that she'll forget the German, language what she loved so much and worked so hard to learn it, a lot of mess was going on her mind. In a very short time, (it was a surprise for all of us) she got comfortable with the second foreign language. The english teacher was very happy with her and make her to love English also.

Now we can't stop her anymore, she is like a sponge, she wants to accumulate all the informations.

My Lovely is checking every day, the status of her German language. We have so much fun, let's say, during 30 min. we are talking about 3 languages: english, german, romanian. We keep our brains very busy:) And the new thing is that, Dedy started French as well.........:)))))))))

And in the last Arabic test she got 20/20, She got already her present for such a great mark:)

Congratulation Our Princess, we love you so much and we are so proud of you, BUT YOU KNOW ALL THISSSSSSSS THINGSSSSSS :):):) her reaction would be: yayayayaya, blablablabla,"So can I go on Thursday to meet my friends in Sahara Centre?":):):)

What can we do? My Lovely and me, are looking to eachother and say"Let us think about", but of course, tom. we have to organize the program for Thursday, according to our Small One:)

LIFE IS SO GREAT!!!

Looooong Day

Oh, today was a super loooooong day......... I'm exhausted.
Awake from six o'clock in the morning and being on the way till the evening.
Why the people from this country don't care about punctuality???????????
This is the worst thing for me, it pisses me off really! I plan my day, all the meetings, I also call before to confirme, actually everything should be very well organized....But NO, every time something is coming between. So every day, I'm very late at home and totally out of order.

I don't like to have a maid in our house, I managed everything until now, and I want to continue in my way. I want to be the one who is looking after Dedy, not somebody strange. That's the reason for what almost every day, after school, Dedy is going to the factory or depend where I am, the driver bring her. But all this ways and waiting time are to much for her.
Today it was awful, I had a meeting in one of the company's outlets, so the driver droped her at the place I was. This happend at 3pm, from there, something came up, so we had to go to another cafe for another meeting. I was so fucked up, completely pissed of. She was so tired, I felt my heart is crying and during all this stupid meeting I was just thinking about her.
Tomorrow, I'll have off, but on Saturday, I'll fix this. No more. I want to be home earlier. This is not the way. My Princess is more imp. than any job from this world!!!!!!!!!!!

Thinking about my mother, it gives me a lot of Power and Energy.
She worked all the time, raised up 2 kids and later My Princess as well,looked after the house, everything was done by her self, without "maid", SO I CAN DO IT ALSO!

I'm so tired now, thinking about My Lovely, who is giving gas like a hell, every day, and he is still not home. Na ya, it's hard at begining, but I'm sure everything will calm down in the early future:)
Actually we are very happy that My Lovely has succes with his German Bread, and all the supermarkets are very impressed about.Now we just need to have little bit passion untill, the people find out the places from where they can get the Fresh German Bread.
I love you My Lovely, I love you so much!
Dedy I promise you, never will happend again, what's happend today! Stii ca Tu Esti Viata Mea si Ingerasul Meu!

Shopping

Finally, finally I had the chance to combine the work with pleasure!!!

After a super busy week, working and beeing on the way

from the morning untill late in the evening, I got the opportunity to go Shopping:)

I had a meeting in one mall,and then together with my princess just blenched to

explore the shops.

Das war aber super geil!!!

We were like escapeing from the jail, buing everything what we like, it didn't matter,

if we need it or not. We had so much fun! OMG what a goooooood feeling :)

Today was a very succesful day.

We had also a very important meeting with "Al Maya" ended in a very happy way.

Soon My Lovely will deliver at "Murooj" and "Jumeira Beach Resort" his splendid german bread.

Thank you God that You look after us!

Tomorrow it will be also a very busy and hard day, but I'm happy because weekend is so near, so I'll have one day for sleeping and visiting the beauty salon, spending time with my lovely family.

I wish you all to enjoy the weekend :)

Thoughts

The life on the sea, changed me so much. I became stronger and accumulated a lot of experience, regarding my job and most important: Life.
Meeting so many people, having different nationalities, coming from various cultures and traditions, gave me the opportunity to learn and know more about this world and to understand it easier. It was a hard job, but the life on the ship was dotted with so much fun. Everybody knew me, as a very tough and honest person, with a strong personality and character, but a big humour. I never lost my mind,or felt stressed when we had strong storm, when the sea was playing games with us beeing rough,or the restaurant was overbooked,or I met picky guests, and got complains. I always felt I have enough power to manage any problem, no matter what, my motto was:There is no problem without solution.

So what´s going on with me now?


Why I got the feeling, that I become such a weak and fragile person? Why my heart is so sad ? Where is all my strenght? Why I can`t help anymore the people I love and I care about? Why I feel that I can`t do anything, that I have two left hands?
Last year was the most difficult time from my life. My lovely and me, lost everything we had from one day to the other. Almost everything we have saved during so many years working on the ship. It was an extremely painful time, and very hard to hear the news, that the person we had so much trust has been cheated us. !!! Hope he will burn in hell !!!
Since then, we were living a time which squeezed, all my energy, hope, happiness and the joy of life.
Thanks GOD, I´m blessed with a wonderful Husband, Princess and a formidable Family.
They made everything to keep up my spirit! GOD showed me one more time, that I´m one of HIS favorite.
But still, I have to figure out what`s going on with me? The things got much better now, My Lovely is fighting like a lion and he progressed so much with his business.
Actually, I shouldn´t have worries anymore, soon I`ll start to work with him. So ,like in our best "epoch" we´ll be all the time together. Maybe this I miss, I miss the action and to be with My Lovely.
Anyway, tomorrow is Friday, So the best what I can do is, to refresh my mind and to ease my heart.
I think I´ll organize some fun for my Charming and Precious (small :)) Family!


Take care all and wish you a great week-end
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